It's just plainly difficult no matter who you are. It didn't matter you spent your time being boss lady, you could have not done that, be divorced and still be on the same ship. Nothing to do with being 50 either, you just seem very unusual. If you're high value, then you should expect to find high value, but unfortunately, the higher the value, the fewer and harder to find. The chance of finding someone just like you are practically nil. If you were average, there are lots of average people who would match with you. "Waiting for a miracle" would likely be your dating status. Unfortunately, there is no solution.

At least as a female, you will get 500 likes on dating apps in the first hour, while the average guy is lucky to get 1 like a week, so opportunities abound. My question to you is how can you be having such difficulties with such abundance? Finding a man on a dating app at any age should be like shooting fish in a barrel.